world without edges
Aug. 4th, 2005 12:28 pmI got contact lenses today. It's been ... oh goodness, at least eight years since I've worn contacts. Back then, I was in college, and I was stupid. The two don't necessarily go together, but it happens frequently enough. I had disposables that I tried to "stretch" so I wouldn't have to get refills as often. I ended up getting bumps on the inside of my eyelids due to calcium buildup, and not being able to wear contacts at all for years. For a long time I simply didn't bother to get the examination for them. I had glasses, they fit, that was fine. When I went in today, though, I decided to try something a little different.
I feel strange without the glasses on my face. I occassionally reach up to settle them better on my nose, and I have to keep reminding myself that perspective seems stange because I'm not looking through something on my nose now. When I went in to take my shower, after getting back from the exam, I reached up to pluck them off my face and set them on the counter. Habit.
I'm wearing trial lenses right now, two week disposables. Nothing fancy - my eyes aren't blue now or anything strange like that. They're a little underpowered, which is making me feel even stranger without my glasses, as I'm blinking and reminding myself not to strain to bring things in focus. If I don't like this strength, I'll let them know next week.
My face looks strange to me. I suppose I'm used to it being blurry without the lenses. I can't decide if I like it, or if I want to go back to my carefully framed world.
I feel strange without the glasses on my face. I occassionally reach up to settle them better on my nose, and I have to keep reminding myself that perspective seems stange because I'm not looking through something on my nose now. When I went in to take my shower, after getting back from the exam, I reached up to pluck them off my face and set them on the counter. Habit.
I'm wearing trial lenses right now, two week disposables. Nothing fancy - my eyes aren't blue now or anything strange like that. They're a little underpowered, which is making me feel even stranger without my glasses, as I'm blinking and reminding myself not to strain to bring things in focus. If I don't like this strength, I'll let them know next week.
My face looks strange to me. I suppose I'm used to it being blurry without the lenses. I can't decide if I like it, or if I want to go back to my carefully framed world.