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suffering from a major bout of shock and depression. the meeting yesterday was postponed (because everyone was voting) and so it's today... better put on my people face.

some spots of color in an otherwise gray day

( Some (more) colorful leaves. I haven't edited the pictures yet, so they might be a little large. )

And now they're coming by with a leaf-blower and taking away my color...

tidbits

Been playing with livejournal's photohosting this afternoon, in an effort to distract myself. Most of these images (the digital art ones) are already elsewhere, but I like the gallery format. I haven't tried playing with the layout of the thing at all yet, though. Don't know if I will. I'm starting to feel a tiny nudge to make more art... the really smegging negative part of me says "eh, it's all crap anyway. Other people do it better than you do. Nothing original. Blah blah blah" but I'm working on ignoring all that.

I want to create. If my stories are silent, maybe I should try images instead. I just don't know. The frustration that comes along with trying to translate something in my head to the screen is not an attractive feature of this hobby, though. Gah.

There's more to say. And I might say it later (that is, if I'm not just depressed into shutting the fuck up by all the people screaming to whiners like me to shut the fuck up). Right now I'm too incoherent and emotional to really write it out well, though. Thus, I play with livejournal toys. I contemplate putting up Greek language quizzes on my website (oh sweet pain, thy name is unicode). I work. And I watch the leaves fall fall fall falling outside my window (take that dudes with leafblowers. fwahahaha).